MY LOVE

Sometimes what we think is right or good isn't what God has plan'd for us and our lives.
One of my toughest internal battles was the one of love and women and my ex girl friend! I spent countless hours hurting and not being able to see a brighter day for my love life! A few women have tried to talk 2 me and I would reject them.(not cause they were ugly) but my feelings were shot and I didn't think another woman could love me like "SHE" did or better. Read very well please. True Love is not something that God gives 1 time and that's it! Let me tell you my story! I dated a woman for a while and God had us separate. I was hurt and couldn't really understand why the woman I thought would be my wife and my all was being taken from me but I was taught not 2 question God. Then her actions 2ward me turned cold and I began 2 resent her! God was really trynna remove us from eachother!!! It took me sumtime 2 even talk 2another woman! When I decided 2 start 2 let my guard down I was on the phone with a friend I had just met and she just spoke her heart and mind and was so honest! My change had began but I didn't even see it! I was still allowing the mere thought of my pass 2 control and hurt me. I just found that it was ok 2 "Embrace Chage" because God won't move something out of my life or ur's to harm you! He makes move shifts and changes for your better!-Jeremiah 29:11
The important thing is when your change comes DON'T DWELL ON THE PAST KNOW THAT YOUR FUTURE IS BRIGHTER THAN YOUR PAST AND WALK IN YOUR CHANGE.
Now it's just a matter of me sitting back and letting God show me my wife. LOL I AM GONNA LOVE AGAIN AND THIS TIME IT'S GONNA BE RIGHT. NOT SAYING THAT THE LAST 1 WAS WRONG BUT THIS 1 WILL BE RIGHT.
I did all of this on a phone. LOL